a poster that i have seen quite a number of times… a movie that i have always been wanting to catch… and… i agree with the words on this poster….

choose your future.. choose life…    =)

there are a lot that i miss… many of those that i know that i should let go and move on…..

I have a sudden urge to go there for christmas……. but seriously need to plan… financially…  any sponsors..??? haa.. =Pp

i was looking at my schedule for next month.. and at the bottom of the screen…… i saw “emily’s birthday”.. and next to it is……… “my birthday”..!!!! it’s coming..!!! haa..

somehow or rather.. i am excitied about my birthday this year… not too sure why..i’m just looking forward to it BLINDLY…… hee……. =Pp

guess which direction i’ll go to..??? haa.. =Pp

just came back from stong waterfall.. a super spontaneous trip.. it’s at kelantan.. a nice and relaxing place..!!! too bad i only spent a night there..

getting in touch with nature just makes me feel how miraculous life is again.. just like how the natural environment is formed.. relating to how everything happens for a reason… many many stuff also went through my mind…… … …..

i’ll really miss such times.. i’ll be there again.. and many many of such places too..!!! =Pp

“I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you’ve crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don’t know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself. “
- Meredith Grey

“The most unfortunate encounters are those with fish bones, because the longer your encounter is, the more the fishy smell sticks with you.

The encounters to be most careful of are those of flowers with an open bloom, because while open it brings joy, but as it wilts, it is discarded.

The most beautiful encounters are those with handkerchiefs. They wipe away your sweat when you’re tired, and your tears when you’re sad.”

- Geokkbottahnamja (Boys over Flowers ep22)

i realised that i get very frustrated when i lose my apetite to eat… so logically.. i should eat.. BUT i really have no appetite… which makes me even more frustrated if i force myself to eat….. this is another weird side of me… haa.. =Pp